I wanna be real

You keep asking
Who I really am
Or what I want to be?

But still you all
Keep making decisions
For my life and future.

It's like you've
Trapped me in a computer
That you can make your robot.

I thought you all
Want me to be happy
But, why Im still sad?

All of you always
Tell me to do things
That I dont want to do.

You all want me
To be someone
That I don't wanna be.

You usually tell me
To stop doing those things
Which I really like to do.

Why can't I live
My life on my own?
So, I can be happy...

I just wanna be a real girl
Even for once in my life,
I wanna to stop it all.

Im Trying

Im trying to get your attention

So you can notice me

And talk to me for sometime.

Im trying to be perfect

For you to like me

And love me like I do for you.

Im trying to let you know

That I wanna be with you

Until the end of time...♥

FriEnd

I don't know how can I explain
The luckiness that I felt
Knowing you
As my very best friend.

Every laughters and smiles
That we gave
To every secrets that we share
I hope that will remain.

I really wish
That this closeness
Which exists between two of us
Would stay forever with us.

I appreciate the trust
That we contribute
To feel the breeze of a great friendship.

My friend, hoping that you'll never change
And be the YOU
That I have met a long time ago
Cause' Im willing to have friends with you
Until the end of time...

One In A Million

I can't believe it
From those many boys in the world
I have choosed you to be my love.

All around the world
I can find a million
But I have choose one
And that you!

I dont know, how it happened?
But I know its more than chemistry
Or maybe more than destiny...

I cant figure out
How'd we met
And how did I saw your eyes sparkled like that?

All I know is,
Im looking for love
And there you are
Standing in front of me
Telling me, how you love me.

I realized
That you, my guy is...
One in a million in my life!

Unfaithful

It happens again and again
I can't stop myself
Coz' I love it..
And I hate that I love it!

I love you, my love
But, how did I do it?
I fell in love with another guy
A guy that I know
Who love me also very much.

I feel sorry to the times
I left you home
Just to be with the another guy.

I know that you know
All the things I have done
But you keep ignoring
And continue loving and hoping
That someday, I'll change.

But, it seems its impossible, my dear
Coz' I know Im already
Unfaithful to you....

Hate That I Love You

How could it happened?
I never thought I would fell
I haven't realized
That you're love for me is veracious.

I thought all your words was a lie
But how come, I believe all of those
I had just realize that I already love you
And just pretending that I dont.

When you told me about your past
And I was totally offended
I know you just want to be honest
But it seems, your honesty doesn't work.

Yes, I love you, as who you are
But I can't take it anymore
I just wish that it can be more different
And I cant be this deppressive.

But it seems,
All of it is who you are
And I can't change it
Because you are, what you are

I accepted you in my heart
So, I must accept you
As who you are..
And love you the way you love me.

Liar

I thought all you said was true
That I make believe
It seems real to me
But I cant believe
That all of it was a lie.

I trusted you
I believe in you
But, how can you do it?

You lied to me
And pretend that all of it was okay
You never realized
What kind of hurt that Im in
Because of you

I treated you as my best friend
But you have just wasted
The time and trust that I had gave.

I cant believe the friendship of ours
Would end up to be like this
Taht had been shattered
Like a broken glass

I feel sorry for you, my friend!
Coz you've been satisfied
In a life that is wicked.

I know that you are happy now
With the beautiful flower behind you.

But I just wish
That the flower stays with you
Will always gratify you.

Dont mind me, my friend
Coz I already stopped believing
To the lies that you had said
To make myself calm
And move on to my life.

I just want to thank you
To let me realize
What worls is...

Coz I had just awakened
By the Liar
That I once trusted!